was a reali eventful long weekend i'd say.. had a reali tough time in the office with this particular bond with sooooooo many customers involved on thur.. gonna have it settled n done on mondae.. 40 plus customers.. i dun hafta go hm on monday man.. anyway the mess was cleared up by my dearest mum who told her staff to re do them.. haha.. after all.. tt was her staff's job.. aft clearing up so much shit.. i went to party world agn with P.. sang till i croaked with no voice man.. haha.. its been ages since i croak till like tt.. minus the drunken fiasco i had after dxo.. friday i went tuan's hse for potluck.. there's a reali funny guy called jon.. but bloody irritating cos he calls every girl he sees either vivian or vanessa.. im not saying tt just bcos he forgot my name.. n fyi.. he called me jacilyn.. saw stanley n tianglim still with their gfs.. i reali envy those ppl.. i wunder how issit like to haf a relationship beyong 6mths.. wad do they talk abt.. wad do they do.. will couples get sick of each other.. will couples get bored of each other..theoractically speaking.. the longest relationship i ever had was 6mths.. of course.. my ex would haf said tt i was in self denail bcos he claims its onli 3 mths.. the other 3 was sheer agony cos i practically tortured him.. u cant blame me right.. i was only like wad..14? hoho.. not like now tt i'm 19 there's any diff.. just tt.. 28 yr old guys dun seem old nw.. i'm even with one 34 or 35 yr old one now.. correction.. not i am.. but i was.. cos we kinda broke up todae.. tt explains why im rambling.. rambling.. n just rambling on n on n on.. not like we're together in the first place bcos i nv accepted him assuming the position of my "bf" i guess.. its just him calling me his gf.. but anyway.. now tt he's kinda gone.. i feel weird somehow.. but i'll get over him man. who needs a guy who implies tt i'm cheap.. just bcos i club so much.. not like i go around asking ppl to touch... begging ppl to touch me.. but anyway.. since he cant tolerate.. so be it.. but he should have talked it out nicely first.,. he made me call the entire thing off..now things are abit ugly.. but im sure it''ll be resolved(we wun be together agn.. but it'll end on a happier note).. things will always work out.. i believe.. anyway.. went to attica on sat.. was a purely last min decision.. lesbian fren says she'll open bottle.. then we could all go in fer free.. having spent close to 2000 tt week.. how much more cash could i possibly have on me.. excluding the fact tt i spent close to 200++ cash from my wallet.. we went there in supre kinky n sexy boots frm far east each costing us 60? cam n i got the heels one.. wan got the flatter ones.. cam n i almost died from the sheer pain of walking in those torture equipments.. luckily wan took flat rounded boots.. so she supported us.. we looked drunk swaying frm side to side whi;le walking frm mos to attica.. to n fro to n fro.. but trust me.. it was those killer heels tt were murdering our poor feets giving rise to inabilities in walking.. felt abit paiseh.. we were treated another jug there.. cam hated the crowd there.. buit frankly.. i was alright with it.. i dun mind older men.. but to me its alrite there.. at least u dun get grinded half the time there compared to other clubs.. think they are abv all those stuff.. like wads the pt? if u're interested go up n chat up.. grinding a girl will score u no points at all okay.. took off my boots aft gg out frm attica.. screamed as if i was giving birth by the road.. yesyes.. veyr unglam.. ppl were staring.. but comeon.. haven u seen ur wife give birth n scream in pain b4.. it was damn painful.. the word "damn" being a major understaement.. ive got these little bubble blisters on each toe now.. small little circles n each toe.. if its not for the fact tt the toes belong to me.. i'd think they're rather cute n interesting gotta end my entry soon.. neck ache acting up agn.. i've got this terrible ailment.. my neck aches aft working for hrs on the computer.. or studying for hrs.. they say my sitting posture is wrong.. but wth.. like wads the right way.. i think its perfectly fine.. k.. besides for the fact tt im slouching a little.. k la.. horrible la.. its a sign for me to leave.. anyway.. went shopping with shirlene todae.. was supposed to help her shop cos she wanted to spend money.. no prizes fer guessing wad happened.. i bought two three times the stuff she bought.. eg.. she bought one top from this shop i bought 2 or 3.. my bank acc is bleeeeeding profusely.. better rest my aching neck.. later.. n yes.. i'll be alrite man.. i sound alrite alr dun i.. sheesh.. i reali dun know man..
