life is smt kinda unfair.. i cant seem to get wadeva i wan.. wad's ez to get.. i'll not wan it.. wad's difficult to get n wad will end up with me in tears i'll welcome it. nuts. go figure
im like in a shit hole now.. seriously.. the exit's just there but i choose to remain in this shit hole.. im agonising over a simple decision my colleague hu just left thinks tt he put a curse on me im gonna do smt really selfish next.. hope im forgiven.. but its the quickest way out frm this shit hole..
i saw randall this actor tt day at raffles place. he's cute tania says my eyes "paste stamp" i beg to differ..
suddenly i became all klutzy damnn.. it just hadta happen.. drama came! i dropped this starchy soupy thing i was holding.. n i split it all over myself in frnt of him! n oddly.. the soup jumped into this indian man's eye n tie.. n he exclaimed "SHIT!" i was bloody embarrassed man.. i didnt know how high tt soup could fly.. afterall.. it just dropped n landed half bowl full on the floor didnt noe how it flew. i couldnt care less abt tt indian man.. small crowd gathered i acted as if nutting happened n cleaned myself up n silently said shit millions of times in my head.. i told camy n she said "SO DRAMA! YOU"RE SUCH A BIMBO" bimbo? no. complete idiot? definately.
