9:47 AM
tried opening n closing my mouth countless times aft i came home
but no use!!
mouth refused to get bigger
wisdom tooth growing out
i think
cos i can feel it at the back of my mouth
now i know why babies yell n scream n cry n shriek all the time
bcos they're freakking teething
n i am too!
painnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
n im abit emoish kemoish now
cos things arent the same
think im gonna do smt stupid soon
tts going to just go all unappreciated
n wasted
oh well..
moooooooooody monster
11:11 AM
i lost
im always like that
i hate myself
5:57 AM
Stomach feels sick at 9am during this morning's lect
the ciggies didnt help
Flipped updownleftright
Feel like puking
Feel horrible
Dont know why im still feeling like tt
Need to find my remedy like RIGHT NOW
11:03 AM
badbadbad case of depression tonite
im irritated
im depressed
im pmsing
im dunowad ing
damn gao wei
prob its bcos i cannot get the one thing i wan to get
yes
its gonna sound silly
but ive been wanting to say tt since tt day at the interchange
i wan to be cuddled to slp
n nt by just anyone
there. i said it. off my chest.
think im gonna down some alcohol n knock myself out
hopefully i can make it for tmr's 830 lesson
3:53 PM
This is weird
Looking at all my old entries
I seem so high and all
Maybe i still am
Just probably not in the mood now after a particular big episode which just ended in my life
Or maybe its because i'm a little depressed now
Or maybe i'm just slpy
One thing's for sure, im still rambling and it hasnt changed =)
Been drinking quite abit and picked up some vices
I'm determined to cure myself from these vices soon
Especially since i kinda told him i would
Anyways, random pic
Here i am, 2yrs later
This is me now
Happy things happy thing ended
He came and left and I'm still feeling as lost as how i feel 3 years ago
Will someone hold my hand again and tell me where and how to go?
